five poems

LOVE
I have seen the stars conjoin into one.
I have seen your face in the moon light, but I have never acted in a way where taking over takes over myself, love.
Everyday I think, but not now.
For now I am living.
I am enjoying the snow as it drops on my forehead in the wintertime.
Love is what I call enjoyment.
Laughing, monsters crying in the basement, no longer will I cry, just because of the delight, just because of the butterflies flying through the air, no worries, I will land in heaven with you.
Just as they sit, just as they love, I sit, I smile, just as the sight of flight appears as a reflection in my eyes, in the blue, the black, the yellow, the color of love, the color of height is visible.
The height travels through my heart, through the soul of one single cell.
When the sun goes down the height lowers, the candles are lit, the smoke in the air suffocates me as I am sitting in the glow of the sunrise, two fingers holding one single device.
Pink, the color of height has become to be visible.
My eyes close, my eyes open, just as I swim.
Swimming through life as its own, swimming through the expedition of life, through the woods and through the visible light of love.
Love is commandment, love is one can not be sorry for, love is what you live for, love is what you dream for in the night time, what you dream as your life floats above your mind, above your spread out finger tips.
You just sit, you just wait, no longer will life be over your control, as the stars conjoin into one.


AN UNEXPECTED SCREAM POEM
All I wished as I sat in that tiny masked box that one day
My mind grew wiser, and my tears grew larger. Just because I was a
Youthful three year old girl intending on bringing joy to my father’s eyes,
From that day on I never looked at my father the same.

I was young, I was uncontrollable
I was sitting, waiting for my father, waiting for his smile, for his low growl
Of excitement that he often made when I surprised him with my childish ways

The door opened and shut swiftly after with a screeching sound of pain
I was left alone; I was left with something else that surprised me with tears

As the door slammed shut I remember cringing
I remember huddling into a ball expecting what was to come
I started to hear my mother’s voice

“You can’t just take them away from me,”
This is the only thing that I recall being said

Tears started to pour out of my eyes like there were garden hoses
Attached to my head Screams from one side of the room to the other were
Smashing my senses to the base of the box that I was huddled in, that I was
Now hiding in from the anger that float in the air of the room


MUSHROOM PIE
The ground felt like it was moving form under her feet,
Her heart felt like it was going to explode from excess blood pumping; she was scared.
But she smiled as life began to transform.
Her eyes were turning towards the back of her head
She realized she was with other people, with three other people, with the people that she had walked with, that she had smiled with.

They all are laughing as she stands, in the middle of them they did not know what to react as, what to say, and what to do
Presence, they did not appreciate the cold wind bashing alongside their faces.
They were in their own world.

As the sky grew colder and the stars became lighter
The wolves howled in their minds.
The wind developed a crying rise of weather.
All of the kids were sitting besides the fire of unknown with intendment, with love.
They were in an unnatural state of mind,
Their minds were in love with the world
It was the twirling wined of commotion.

The river flowed from the reflection of their eyes,
The river howled as the sun began to appear over the mountain top.
Trip through the green forest,
Travel through the long journey of her life,
They were considerably contently happy.

Everything that we had cried for,
Everything that I had yelled for,
Just went out of my spirit, I saw everything in my life that had gone wrong fly.
It went up into the air, through the piles of clouds, the jungle forest.
Just until I walked, down the hill, through the vines,

I did not know where I was,
That was just fine, I though.
My arms flew up just while is smiled, then they walked towards me. Quiet the world was.
Just with the mushroom pie on my kitchen table.


DISAPPEAR. YOU FLY.
As I fade into the darkness of beauty
My soul is flying
My heart is pumping
I am no longer here
I am no longer visible to the light
I am resistant to height
Just until I fly

The high of my brain
Just at this very moment
Takes my thoughts over me
Makes me go, makes me flee
Beats through my ears no longer hurt
They heal the wounds from clout
They treat the darkness

Just until I fly
I will say good bye
No longer will I plead for help
I am gone
I am home
If I ever disappear
You will fly


MY WOLF
I see your smile behind your tears
I need your hand to grasp mine tight
Although our face represents tons of mirrors
You’re my wolf just through the light
I need you I feel you just as you walk through the door
I see your hair in between my hands
Brushing, stroking, I just wish you kissed me more
We walk down the hallway
Holding, smiling, just me and my wolf